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What I’ve accomplished in 10 years time

So, my sister has kindly informed me that this year is my 10 year high school reunion. Just great.  A party where everyone goes in there hoping that they are the most successful. (And probably most of them are either majorly exaggerating or just plain flat out lying) But, regardless, you still want to be the one that outshines the …

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Love, Emotions, I hate feeling emotions… Excerpts from the Bipolar Hot Mess Diary

(Excerpts from the journals of the Bipolar Hot Mess. All names have been changed for privacy.) Why do you love someone?  Love is such a weird emotion to me. I hate the fact that my mind and body have the ability to love people.  Actually, on second thought, I hate having a lot of other emotions and feelings.  I mean, …

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Where Did I Lose Your Love? My Last Letter To You

Or maybe the better question is When? Dear Ex…wait,  you aren’t very dear, so how about To The Ex, I’ve been there for you in the good times and the bad.  I tried to be the best ME that I could be.  When I discovered people trying to hurt you, I told you, yet you always found a way to …

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