The Awful, Ugly, Rotton Truth

I’m a bitch! When I have alcohol pulsing through my system, I turn into Cruella DeVille and tear apart everything in my path. I HATE IT!!!! I hate myself for it. I always say that I’m not going to drink anymore, but that never lasts. Usually its the one person I care about most that I hurt. It has gotten to the point that they wouldn’t even accept my apologies anymore. And, now that they… Continue Reading

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My new RX

Well, my faithful blog readers. I know I have not kept up my blog much in the last several months. Things have been quite hectic, but in that time, I have found myself holding everything inside like a candy deprived child with all their halloween candy; eats it all in one sitting, and then subsequently moans and groans for a few hours until he ends up puking the rest of the nite because of the… Continue Reading

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It is no secret I have Bipolar, but this is what it really means

Its no secret that I have been diagnosed as Bipolar II. (One can clearly tell by just reading my blogs!) In an attempt to try and understand my illness¬†from someone else who also has bipolar, I began to read a book called The Unquiet Mind, by Kay Redfield Jamison. This woman is amazing. She not only has a Ph.D. in Psychology and Psychopharmacology, but she¬†based her specialties around mood disorders. On it’s face, you are… Continue Reading

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A piece…

The quote in my daily newsletter is “Peace is every step” -Thich Nhat Hanh. Seriously….where can I find me some of that? Because lately, every step has been more like thunder and lightning!!!! If someone can please let me know where I can find this thing they call Peace, I would be very appreciative. Thanks. Management.   Related posts: Ahh yes. I forgot. I’m Really A Doormat!!!! As The Bipolar Hot Mess Preps to Become… Continue Reading

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Einstein had it right….

When he said “Don’t clutter your mind with junk you don’t need” When you clear your head of all that useless information you learned in school, and take out all the crap that you worry about that you can’t control, remove the terrible memories that do nothing but torment you, your head should be light and breezy. Copyright secured by Digiprove © 2013  Related posts: How do you rise after the “Big Crash”? Quite a Show……. The Social Idiot A… Continue Reading

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I pledge…..

ANAD Pledge I will accept myself as I am. My uniqueness is a badge of honor, something to be proud of. There is no one in the world quite like me and I will strive to develop my special skills and abilities. I will accept others as they are. Each person is special and different. I will to try to learn from these differences rather than be critical of them. I will support diversity and… Continue Reading

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Time For A Change….

I decided last week that I needed a change. While contemplating what type of change to make, I made a hair appointment because the color was looking a bit stale. After the call, I realized, what better change to make than to cut my hair! I haven’t had short hair since college and this would be a great way to start fresh, both me and my hair. I was going to go with shoulder length… Continue Reading

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