All, Bipolar Disorder, Healthy Changes, Random Musings

A piece…

The quote in my daily newsletter is “Peace is every step” -Thich Nhat Hanh. Seriously….where can I find me some of that? Because lately, every step has been more like thunder and lightning!!!! If someone can please let me know where I can find this thing they call Peace, I would be very appreciative. Thanks. Management. Print PDF  Related posts: …

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Einstein had it right….

When he said “Don’t clutter your mind with junk you don’t need” When you clear your head of all that useless information you learned in school, and take out all the crap that you worry about that you can’t control, remove the terrible memories that do nothing but torment you, your head should be light and breezy. Copyright secured by Digiprove © 2013Print PDF  Related …

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All, Eating Disorders, Healthy Changes, Self Esteem

I pledge…..

ANAD Pledge I will accept myself as I am. My uniqueness is a badge of honor, something to be proud of. There is no one in the world quite like me and I will strive to develop my special skills and abilities. I will accept others as they are. Each person is special and different. I will to try to …

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All, Bipolar Disorder, Bipolar Hot Mess Daily Life, Emotional Change, Humor

Crazier By the Day!

I read something in a book called “Madness” by Marya Hornbacher that made my body clench because of how true it is, yet laugh at the same time because its so true, and was quite happy to know that the things my doc tells me really aren’t bullshit and other docs say the same thing. Here is a list of …

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All, Eating Disorders, Healthy Life & Relationships, Random Musings, Self Esteem

Who came up with this shit…

I mean this was GENIUS!!! Do you realize how many people DAILY I wish I could give this too?!! All those girls in the club that wear spandex who CLEARLY should not. Oh my god… the list goes on. I need like a lifetime supply to hand out!!!!!!!!! UMMMMMM NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! SERIOUSLY AMERICA!!! US GIRLS ALREADY HAVE A CLEARLY DISTORTED VIEW …

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Thought of the day……

Since the season of America’s Next Top Model has ended and I am quite disappointed in the winner because frankly, Whitney just drove the crap out of me with her fake perky, posy-ness, but after seeing this quote I have decided that I am going to live my life STOMPING IT OUT as if I was walking down a runway. …

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Time For A Change….

I decided last week that I needed a change. While contemplating what type of change to make, I made a hair appointment because the color was looking a bit stale. After the call, I realized, what better change to make than to cut my hair! I haven’t had short hair since college and this would be a great way to …

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The Ton of Bricks Have Finally Hit Me

The inital burn. That’s what hurts the most. The “I can’t believe that this is happening, how could he do this to me, what did I do wrong, and why is he being so mean about it” kind of hurt. The “how am I going to move on from this, who is going to be there for me, who is …

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All, Bipolar Hot Mess Daily Life, Bipolar Hot Mess Diary, Relationships (Love)

The End of Us

Who knew that after being one of the very few people standing in your court, backing you up when everyone else is running away from you like you are the one in flames standing in a barn full of hay, that the joke would really end up being on ME!  Ironically,  I would somehow be the one on fire and …

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All, Bipolar Disorder, Bipolar Hot Mess Diary, Pre Diagnosis, Random Musings, Relationships (Love)

Love, Emotions, I hate feeling emotions… Excerpts from the Bipolar Hot Mess Diary

(Excerpts from the journals of the Bipolar Hot Mess. All names have been changed for privacy.) Why do you love someone?  Love is such a weird emotion to me. I hate the fact that my mind and body have the ability to love people.  Actually, on second thought, I hate having a lot of other emotions and feelings.  I mean, …

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