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Feelings or Numb

(Excerpts from the journals of the Bipolar Hot Mess. All names have been changed for privacy.) Why do you love someone?? Love is such a weird emotion. I hate loving people. Actually, I hate having emotions. I hate feelings. I hate feeling sad, or mad, or upset. I hate being annoyed. I hate loving someone. …

Love, Emotions, I hate feeling emotions… Excerpts from the Bipolar Hot Mess Diary

(Excerpts from the journals of the Bipolar Hot Mess. All names have been changed for privacy.) Why do you love someone? ¬†Love is such a weird emotion to me. I hate the fact that my mind and body have the ability to love people. ¬†Actually, on second thought, I hate having a lot of other …

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