All, Random Musings

At the office…..

Today, I had a fight with the printer. And for once, I finally won. Only, it took about one hour, 2 calls and one visit to the tech department, and 3 trees. How much of our time do you think is wasted because of malfunctioning equipment that is supposed to make the task easier? Does it really, in the end, …

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All, Eating Disorders, Healthy Life & Relationships, Random Musings, Self Esteem

Who came up with this shit…

I mean this was GENIUS!!! Do you realize how many people DAILY I wish I could give this too?!! All those girls in the club that wear spandex who CLEARLY should not. Oh my god… the list goes on. I need like a lifetime supply to hand out!!!!!!!!! UMMMMMM NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! SERIOUSLY AMERICA!!! US GIRLS ALREADY HAVE A CLEARLY DISTORTED VIEW …

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Thought of the day……

Since the season of America’s Next Top Model has ended and I am quite disappointed in the winner because frankly, Whitney just drove the crap out of me with her fake perky, posy-ness, but after seeing this quote I have decided that I am going to live my life STOMPING IT OUT as if I was walking down a runway. …

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All, Healthy Changes, Healthy Life & Relationships, Random Musings

Time For A Change….

I decided last week that I needed a change. While contemplating what type of change to make, I made a hair appointment because the color was looking a bit stale. After the call, I realized, what better change to make than to cut my hair! I haven’t had short hair since college and this would be a great way to …

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The Ton of Bricks Have Finally Hit Me

The inital burn. That’s what hurts the most. The “I can’t believe that this is happening, how could he do this to me, what did I do wrong, and why is he being so mean about it” kind of hurt. The “how am I going to move on from this, who is going to be there for me, who is …

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All, Bipolar Hot Mess Daily Life, Featured, Humor, Random Musings

Public Transit Etiquette

After many years of taking the CTA (public transit) in Chicago, I am getting completely disgusted! The rudeness, the inconsiderate ways and mannerisms, and countless other complaints of the other passengers is making the glitter slowly combust inside of me. Since my daily commute requires me to take one bus to one  train each way (minimum) I have developed my …

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Hot Mess Gets Interesting Email This Morning

I received this email, a chain email of course, that had some pretty interesting facts. I put some of my own commentary after some of the facts.  I really couldn’t stop myself because some of these things were, umm, I don’t even have words to describe them.  You’ll see. Have yourself a read.   In Lebanon, men are legally allowed …

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All I want is my Reese’s…

With all the ridiculous crap that is going on in my personal bubble these days, suddenly deciding it would be a brilliant idea to change my name to Tina seemed necessary. It all happened so quickly while sitting here in my office.  So excited about the new name change, I wanted to celebrate by going one floor upstairs to the …

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Love, Emotions, I hate feeling emotions… Excerpts from the Bipolar Hot Mess Diary

(Excerpts from the journals of the Bipolar Hot Mess. All names have been changed for privacy.) Why do you love someone?  Love is such a weird emotion to me. I hate the fact that my mind and body have the ability to love people.  Actually, on second thought, I hate having a lot of other emotions and feelings.  I mean, …

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