Welcome to The Musings of The Bipolar Hot Mess
Ahhhhhhhhh. Here I am. Wait! *looks quickly left, then right* Where am I? Who’s couch have I invaded today?! After almost 8 years of being on my own and then married, I’m back to living at Mom and Dad’s, divorced, herniated spine discs, and waking up each day trying to stabilize my bipolar disorder (AGAIN!), while somehow getting myself back into the workforce and back to where I was before all hell broke loose and my life crumbled to bits and pieces.
Yes, life left me trapped in a pile of rubble frantically digging myself out stone by stone, WHICH is not a pretty sight I might add! BUT, I’m going to pull this “Bipolar Hot Mess” back together and make my grand comeback as an even stronger version of myself who will be taking life by it’s reigns and conquering everything thrown my way
*pictures herself in black tutu with pink and silver glitter, a black and silver sword with glitter trailing it’s every stroke while she stands on top of a mountain.* *snaps back to reality*
Well, in my own drama packed, glitter filled, temper tantrum riddled fashion, of course!! I dream big ok??!!! I have visions of pink capes and unicorns leading me to the top!!! *pinches herself to snap back to reality again* Oh yes, I’m determined to get back to the top, and it’s definitely going to be an interesting ride. With my magnetic force attracting drama from every direction, my streak (ok, maybe more than a streak, maybe more like a few decades) of permanent bad luck, and my sparkling personality, the ride is going to be quite entertaining folks, and THIS is where I am going to chronicle it.
I can guarantee many adventures in my daily comings and goings. There is never a dull moment in my life. YES, I will rant a bit and gloating will be involved too (it IS myyyy page after all).
This blog will contain things from the past, the present, and I will talk about my future. I am documenting MY life and MY experiences with my diagnosis of bipolar II disorder.
My life does not revolve around my mental illness though, so while a lot of events happen as a result of it, I am here to show you that I struggle just as much as anyone does. I’m here to show you daily life and things that trigger me, how I handle them, things that make me laugh, things that make me cry, and just in general how having a mental illness may set you back, but doesn’t have to keep you knocked down.
I will post information on bipolar disorder and eating disorders (my daily struggles), as well as other mental illnesses since bipolar disorder is comorbid with so many other mental illnesses. I will try to give you as much education as I can about whatever issues you guys want to know about. I’m hoping that through documenting my crash and my journey up, many of you can relate as well and when I reach the top, I won’t be alone up there. That hopefully a bunch of you will be there with me 🙂
So…. enough babble.
WELCOME TO THE LIFE OF THE BIPOLAR HOT MESS.
Its going to be a bumpy ride, so if you have your seat belts fastened and are ready to go, then sit back, keep your eyes on the screen, and click here to begin……………….
Enjoy the ride!
Have questions? Want to put your two cents in? You can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org.