All, Bipolar Disorder, Bipolar Hot Mess Daily Life, Emotional Change, Healthy Changes, Healthy Life & Relationships

When I’m Sorry Is No Longer Enough

Sometimes in relationships, the words “I’m Sorry” begin to lose their meaning and in some cases, even mean nothing when we keep using them so flippantly as a quick band-aid but yet don’t end up changing those actions or behaviors. In many situations, you can be saying I’m sorry, but you know that those words don’t mean anything to the …

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All, Bipolar Disorder, Emotional Change, Healthy Life & Relationships, Musings Posted On Other Sites, Relationship (friendships)

Friendship Frustration – International Bipolar Foundation post

Recently, I took a huge nose dive in the roller coaster I like to call, My Illness. I thought I had everything under control, but by “under control” I really meant “hidden under the surface festering and stockpiling for the perfect moment to burst and destroy.” Boy did it destroy. I found myself out of work under the Family Medical …

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All, Bipolar Disorder, Random Musings, Relationship (friendships), Relationships (Love)

Yup. Defective ………..

I was born defective, only nobody knew it then.  It wouldn’t become evident until later, when I was in high school.  My mind, my heart, and soul were always in this very sad, dark place.  Nothing could cheer me up.  I couldn’t keep friends (and honestly, I don’t even blame them looking back.  Who wants to be with someone that …

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