Completely unimaginable…..

Have you ever sat and thought about all the things that you would be amazed at if they ever happened, but you know that in reality they never will. Like, your boyfriend/girlfriend uttering the following words “You were right”. Everyone has a list, and mine is definitely more expansive than what I just mentioned. I always picture that one day those crushes from back in the day, or exes, would somehow find me and declare… Continue Reading

New Beginning

Now it’s time to start life anew, To begin a life without you. With you I was so strong, Yet our love was so very wrong. My foundation to lift me high, My fortress to hide me from their eyes. Holding on with all your might, Trying to break free, a constant fight. For once I break free, I am alone Scared because your all I’ve known. The solitude and lonely nights, So difficult, yet… Continue Reading

The Ton of Bricks Have Finally Hit Me

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The inital burn. That’s what hurts the most. The “I can’t believe that this is happening, how could he do this to me, what did I do wrong, and why is he being so mean about it” kind of hurt. The “how am I going to move on from this, who is going to be there for me, who is going to snuggle with me, and make me laugh, and watch tv with me and… Continue Reading